PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU GET LOTS OF MISUNDERSTANDING!!!!!>_>
EDIT2 : Now you guys make me more even guilty as I see more new watchers in this inactive account... Orz
EDIT : since there are lots of people started to watch this account, I think I need to remind them with this.... ._.""
First off guys, I really want to do this like YEARS ago!! (but I can't get a better name for the other account...Orz )
Well, I'm not gonna say that "I'm Leaving", but it's just that this account is not really comfortable anymore for me... ._."
So, because of that, I DID made a NEW account somewhere in DA with a real different name..
(which is ACTIVE enough, not like this silly account!;w; )
I'm not gonna deactivate this account because it did have lots of memory and thingsss, and there's still like
20% probability that I will post art lol! ( I did not say that I leave, okay?? I still love this site too!!<33 )
So, now let's go to the main reason...
The main reason I'm getting inactive is because I want to start new things in DA and I don't want old things mess me up and I can't get confident to start new things... ;w;
But seriously guys, it is really a GOOD thing for me to start a new thing, because previously, I got lots of heart aches and quarrels and whatever made my heart broke... (I've ever say that I'm a melancholist haven't I?? )
AND MY ART IS SUPER BADDD THAT TIME!!!!TTATT
Yeahh, beside the main reason, the second reason is that I got a MAJOR problem in my real life!!!*sobs*
MY BEST BEST FRIEND IS GOING TO GO TO THE USA FOR 3 YEARS AND IT'S ALMOST THE TIME!!!TTATT (mygoodnesssheleavesin27januaryhowcanIsurviveinthreeyearswithouther... *cries* )
This seriously made me lose all of my motivation to draw, to be happy, to touch my computer (I'm serious.. Orz ), and she's probably one of the main motivation for me to continue and keep living!! AND SHE'S GONNA LEAVE SOON!!!!*whimpers*
MY HEART IS STILL BROKEN DAMMIT!! (sorry for the harsh word, but I SERIOUSLY CAN'T EVEN STAND FOR NOT LOOKING AT HER FOR AN HOUR AND HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO LIVE!? )
She's just someone too special for me, cuz' I really never had a REAL friend like her that I love and care so much with all my heart... ;w; (not romantically, but it's like friend love I guess... Orz )
I even cry all night every single day rolling on the floor!!TTATT
*sigh*I don't know guyss, it's just....that... I'm getting super attached to her and I don't really know what to react and what to do... (we're just like husband and wife because of how close we really are... Orz )
Yeahh, I know my life sucks, cuz' EVERY SINGLE time I got closer to someone, something whatever it is will depart me from his /her.. (I think... I'm supposed to be alone, am I?? )
Okay, I really need to stop talking about this, cuz' I'm started to crying again... Orz
(okay, stop crying...)
...yeahhh, another thing!!
For those who still want to follow me in my new account (which is surely full of surprises lol! ) can contact me directly from this account // notes // tumblr // via e-mails.. (I will love you forever if you re-watch me!!<3333333 )
However, I will tell my secret account name later, but it's probably like... 1000000000 years later lol!xDD (it's 10000000000000x faster if you asked lol!>xD )
Mehhh!!! If you guys still persistent, I give you a code which is actually my account name, here you go : 18 1 19 8 21 21
(This is should be easy cuz' it's the easiest basic mystery name breaker lol! OR you can just search the code and look for names and hope you have good luck with it!xD )
And my comic (Scarlet Sky ) will surely be continued in my new account!;3
( I promise I'll continue this one in the other account!X3 )
AND ONE THING....
Thank you so much guys for always supporting me all the time both in the good and bad situation!<33
1. Not really a ciao though! I'm just getting INACTIVE.. better to remember that!owo"
2. Ask me for clearance in the future!!
3. Since many have asked me, I make a clear statement that I DON'T continue Swift (the comic ) anymore... (because lots of things like I've explained in the previoussss journals..
4. Always remember that my tumblr has the most clear information
5. I love you guysss!<33